Well, here I am again at another one of those cross roads in my life. I was laid off from my job of 4 years a couple of weeks ago and it has driven me into a funk. I was feeling sorry for myself, not knowing which way to go, what to do. Yesterday I went to church for the first time in a LONG time. I went to the Anglican Church because it was what was familiar, it was so dull and boring. It just didn't lift my spirits at all. So I will have to explore my options to see if I can find something that will meet my needs.
I went into the city to do some Christmas shopping, and I took myself out for lunch. I went to the Olive Garden and thought of Pat. Man would she ever be annoyed with me and the pity party that I have been on. I know that I need to redefine who I am and what I want to do with the rest of my life. When I think of Pat and all that she went through, I have nothing to really complain about do I? Thing of her and the boys living in that tiny basement apartment and being so happy. I have the man of my dreams, my health, a fabulous family. So much to bring me joy and happiness.
