Well today I am little bit calmer and not so despondent. After talking with the 'Headhunter" last night I can see that there is hope with that situation. Won't know until the beginning of the week, because if I HAVE to take a job I would rather work for the company that he is representing, and he is willing to release me to them if they offer a permanent position. So I can see the issue that will arise, offers from both and then having to choose. You always get plagued but the fear of what if I choose the WRONG ONE.
I am a bit disappointed that the Universe didn't answer my plea and have someone, anyone comment or commiserate with me on my choices. Maybe I have finally given over to the dark side and have gone completely off my rocker. Talking to myself, well at least I haven't started answering myself.
Searching for jobs, is always such a hard thing. How to sell yourself. It's always so crazy, other people seem to be able see something in me that I can't see in myself. Maybe that is a good thing, it could be just the thing that keeps me humble.
It never ceases to amaze me that I keep getting better positions all the time, moving up the corporate ladder, even though it's not my attention. In both of these positions as a Project Coordinator, the next logical place for me to go would be Project Management. That's kind of scary. Here I am, I didn't stick it out to graduate from High School, have my GED, a diploma from CDI and I am succeeding. I am in demand. People I like and respect see me advancing myself in the corporate world. That is part of what makes me an Ordinary Woman, Living an Extraordinary Life.
Well, on that note, the Ordinary Woman better go and do some laundry, not successful enough to have a maid yet.
Universe, thanks for listening.
Winnie
So much of what you write resonates with me. Thanks for voicing it.
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